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Eish, today is not a good day. To be honest, it started yesterday when I was getting ready for bed. All I could think of was how he drove his car on the way to the archives, with me in the passengerseat. The hardest part is to try to imagine that it might never happen again. And I also start wonderning if that feeling of joy and love will ever come my way again. But that's normal I guess?

Soon I'm going to have some lunch and after that I'm going to school to read some. I have to focus on something else. Yesterday I met Eve and we had a nice quiet evening with tacos and TV. We had a nice talk about alot of things that happened during these three weeks. She always makes me look at things from a different, more healthy perspective.

With Love!